We have to learn to turn the mind and gaze in the inside, inside
each one of ourselves and see the Lord there and let Him reveal
Himself. When you call Him, when you chant His name, when
you recite His name, when you sing His name, this is how you’re
calling Him. You’re calling him “Please, reveal yourself.“ Like
in
the Gita it
is said, Krishna said “ I don’t reside
anywhere in the outside.
I don’t reside even in the heart of the people, but I reside where
there is the glory, my glory is being sung.” The
same thing is written in the Bible,
“If two or three are gathered in
my name, I shall be near to them.” That means that when you sing
the name of God, you are calling, you’re asking Him to awaken within
you, you are asking Him to come to you and to reveal Himself to
you. The more you do that the more he will reveal Himself as this
Love. The more you long for Him, the more you will love to do
your sadhana,
the more your mind will be controlled. And, when
your mind is controlled, when you have peace of mind, you will
be peaceful. You will be peace in your body and you will bring peace
this peace to your surroundings. You will be an instrument of
this Divine Love. But, as this first step, you have to not only be
contemplating in the outside, but you must contemplate within yourself
and find God. This
reminds me that very often people are scared about the outside.
They are scared and they always look at how the outside thinks
of them. This is a weakness of man, actually, always looking about
others and forgetting about how they can change things. That reminds
me of a story where there was this sannyas, a
sannyasin, a sadhu.
He used to live just opposite a house where a prostitute lady lived.
So, every day the sannyasin looked
at how many men visited this
prostitute. He counted. So, one day he decided to go to the lady
and said “Lady, you don’t know how much you are sinning. For
sure, you will go to hell for all the sin. You have to really repent and
change your life.” This poor lady, when she heard that, she was very
alarmed and shocked. She was crying very bitterly, you know, crying
and repenting inside and feeling so bad inside of her when she
heard how much sin she had committed. And she prayed to Maha
Vishnu and said “Lord, forgive me, I didn’t know how much sin
I had committed.” So, she cried and cried, but as prostitution was
her only means of living, she could not really change her life. So,
seeing that even after talking to her she didn’t change, the sannyasin
was thinking and he said “For each person I will put one stone
in front just to show her how much is her sin.” So, after some time,
it was a big heap of stone. He went to the lady and said “You see
this big heap of stone; this is all your sin.” And, again, she cried; every
day she was crying. Sincerely, she asked God for forgiveness. It
so happened that, after this incident, the prostitute lady died and,
coincidentally, the sannyasin, who
was a brahmin,
also died. So,
as he was waiting for who would come to get him, you know, he was
thinking, since he was a brahmin that
the angels of God would come
and take him. As he was waiting, he saw that the angels of God,
of Maha Vishnu, came and took the soul of the prostitute lady to
Vaikunta, to Heaven. And,
for him, the God of the dead came to get him and bring him to
hell. So, out of protest, he started to scream, saying how unfair it
was, “I am a sannyasin,
I am a brahmin,
I passed my life praying to
God, but here the prostitute lady is going to heaven and I’m going
to hell.” At that, the guards of Maha Vishnu, the servants of Maha
Vishnu said, “Well, whenever you accused her, she repented sincerely
and asked God for forgiveness and she was chanting the Divine
Names continuously in her heart. Whereas you, you were not
contemplating the Divine, even if you were sitting and praying in
the outside, inside your heart you were contemplating the sin that
this lady was doing. So, that’s why you are going to hell. In
the same way, where you put your heart, there it shall be. That’s what
is said in the Bible.
So, if your heart is focused on the Divine, the
Divine will always reside inside of you, in each part of you and you
will start to radiate this Divine Love and give it to everybody, so you
will become this instrument that I was talking of before. But, if
you concentrate on the negativity that you always see - because your
eyes always perceive things that are not good - you will get trapped
into this illusion. The only way you can really un-trap yourself
is to surrender to the feet of God, you know, and really say “Lord,
take me.” Know
that God is compassionate. He will hold you and He will carry you
and He will always send help for you. That’s how His Love is. So, concentrate
not on the negative, but on the Divine, and call Him within
you. Don’t be shy to chant the name of God. And, also, don’t be
shy, because it is not about the others, it is about you and God.
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