We often
ask ourselves “What is the most important thing on the spiritual
path?” The most important thing on the spiritual path is self-discipline.
It is a word which many people don’t like to hear, but it’s
only through self-discipline that you will be able to do your sadhana.
Without self-discipline it’s very difficult, because you will always find
excuses not to do something. What
is sadhana? What does the word sadhana mean? It means something
by which we will attain our spiritual goal. In
sadhana there is
perseverance, there is eagerness and there is patience. Without
these three you can try as much as possible, but it will be
very
difficult. Your mind will always make you think “Oh, today I’m a bit
tired. I will not go to prayers.” or “I will not do this.” or “I will not do
that.” You start to build up this self-un-discipline, because there is a
lack of perseverance. You want to achieve your spiritual goal. You
want to realise your Self, but do you think it’s just like that? No,
it’s not. If one
thinks that just by sitting around and thinking “OK, I think I will go to
the prayers whenever I want. I will do my
sadhana whenever I want.”
Then God will also say “I will come to you whenever I want. ”Well, He
will come to you whenever He wants, it’s true, but you can make it
happen faster. You can make Him awaken within you and be
consumed, attaining Him faster, and
this can be done only through
your discipline. If you want to become self-disciplined and have
one-pointed mindfulness on your spiritual path, in your sadhana,
you must aim for what you want; but what is this single- mindedness?
I will tell
you a small story. Once there was a fisherman who was sitting on
the riverbank, throwing his bait into the river and waiting for
the fish to eat the bait. He was very focused. He was just
looking at the foating bait, waiting for it to sink. He knew that there
were a lot of fish around. A stranger who was passing
by asked
the fisherman “Mister, can you tell me where Mr X lives?” The fisherman
was so concentrated that he didn´t answer. The stranger
repeated his question again – one time, two times, three times –
still no answer. He got really angry and walked away. As he was walking
away, the fisherman saw the bait going down, so he pulled and
caught a fish. Then he called after the man “Hey, you were
calling me, asking me something? Tell me what your question was.” The
stranger said “I repeated my question several times, but it was as
if you didn’t hear me or see me. Why should I repeat it again?” That was
single-mindedness, one-pointed focus. When you meditate,
when you do your sadhana, you can
achieve this state where
nothing can disturb you. No left and right, no hearing, no seeing,
because in the deepness of meditation, in the deepness of your
practice, you have to be fully focused. If you are not disciplined with
yourself, do you think you will have this focus? No, this is where
everything gets uncertain. You will do prayer, but you will be really
superficial and then not be satisfied with yourself. Self- discipline
is something that you have to work for. It’s purifcation of the mind
and of the senses. When the
mind gets purified, when the mind becomes positive, you will
see how easy it is in your sadhana also. It doesn’t matter if you
don’t succeed in one go. I know that people when they start practicing,
they would like to have quick results, like in one month. They want it
very fast. Know one thing, if you go in
fast, you will go out fast
also. You see,
it’s like cooking. If a Mataji would like to make syrup, but she just
took the fruits and threw them into a pot of water and then
removed them quickly, would the sweetness go out from the fruit and
into the water? It would not. You have to leave the fruits inside for
some time. It is the same with your sadhana. If you just go inside
and then quickly out of it, being impatient with yourself, it will be
the same. It will not be sweet. The sweetness that you have inside of
you is waiting to be awakened. It doesn’t
matter which path you follow or which sadhana you are doing. How
you are doing it is the most important. When you love to do
something, you are not disturbed by anything. When you love to do
the work that you are doing – let’s say that someone, for example,
loves to be a carpenter – you would see how much Love he projects
into his work, because he would do it with a full focus. I love
painting. I love to paint, because it brings you to such a focus that
nothing will disturb you, not even people around you who are
talking. Have you ever painted? How many among you paint? That’s nice.
So you know what I am talking about. It’s not only about painting.
Anything that you do, when you love what you are doing,
you
will come to that focus that nothing will disturb you.
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