What I want to share from my experiences is that love conquers everything.It is my hope that it will inspire the readers to open their hearts to the Divine. If we can try to understand that we all are equally part of the Divine and are here to achieve this greater Truth and to realise our Self - if we make this our goal and do everything with Love…then everything will be lovely and you will always be happy.
When you were a toddler,
when you are still a baby, you are born full with light. When a baby is born,
the father, the mother, and all the people around it say, “Oh the baby is so
beautiful, so radiant.” Isn’t it? Then what happens afterwards? When the child
is born, it reflects the light of God, but when the child grows up the light
goes deep inside the heart. With the world being how it is outside, it creates
a lot of shadows over this light, and the same people who twenty years ago
maybe said, “This child is full of light”, they start saying the child is very
bad.
Isn’t this interesting?
How can the same child who reflected the light be the same old person in front
of you, who now does not reflect the same light? If we look properly with our
third eye, we will see that all of you reflect the same light, whether it is a
small baby or an adult.
But our mind is busy
judging. In this judging, our mind enjoys looking only at the negative parts of
life. How this person is dressed or how this person behaves, we tend to see
only the negative. But behind what we see with our two physical eyes is the
reality. If we look with our eyes through the heart, we will be able to see the
reality. First we’ll see the reality of our Self.
We incarnate time after
time to attain one thing: liberation. This word “liberation” is present in all
Holy Scriptures. Take the Bible, Jesus talks about it; in the Koran, the
prophet Mohammed talks about it; take the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna
talks about it. So why does man not achieve it? Why does man not say it’s
enough?
We often
ask ourselves “What is the most important thing on the spiritual
path?” The most important thing on the spiritual path is self-discipline.
It is a word which many people don’t like to hear, but it’s
only through self-discipline that you will be able to do your sadhana.
Without self-discipline it’s very difficult, because you will always find
excuses not to do something. What
issadhana? What does the wordsadhana mean? It means something
by which we will attain our spiritual goal. Insadhana there is
perseverance, there is eagerness and there is patience. Without
these three you can try as much as possible, but it will be
very
difficult. Your mind will always make you think “Oh, today I’m a bit
tired. I will not go to prayers.” or “I will not do this.” or “I will not do
that.” You start to build up this self-un-discipline, because there is a
lack of perseverance. You want to achieve your spiritual goal. You
want to realise your Self, but do you think it’s just like that? No,
it’s not. If one
thinks that just by sitting around and thinking “OK, I think I will go to
the prayers whenever I want. I will do mysadhana whenever I want.”
Then God will also say “I will come to you whenever I want. ”Well, He
will come to you whenever He wants, it’s true, but you can make it
happen faster. You can make Him awaken within you and be
consumed,attaining Him faster, and
this can be done only through
your discipline. If you want to become self-disciplined and have
one-pointed mindfulness on your spiritual path, in your sadhana,
you must aim for what you want; but what is this single- mindedness?
I will tell
you a small story. Once there was a fisherman who was sitting on
the riverbank, throwing his bait into the river and waiting for
the fish to eat the bait. He was very focused. He was just
looking at the foating bait, waiting for it to sink. He knew that there
were a lot of fish around. A stranger who was passing
by asked
the fisherman “Mister, can you tell me where Mr X lives?” The fisherman
was so concentrated that he didn´t answer. The stranger
repeated his question again – one time, two times, three times –
still no answer. He got really angry and walked away. As he was walking
away, the fisherman saw the bait going down, so he pulled and
caught a fish. Then he called after the man “Hey, you were
calling me, asking me something? Tell me what your question was.” The
stranger said “I repeated my question several times, but it was as
if you didn’t hear me or see me. Why should I repeat it again?” That was
single-mindedness, one-pointed focus. When you meditate,
when you do yoursadhana, you can
achieve this state where
nothing can disturb you. No left and right, no hearing, no seeing,
because in the deepness of meditation, in the deepness of your
practice, you have to be fully focused. If you are not disciplined with
yourself, do you think you will have this focus? No, this is where
everything gets uncertain. You will do prayer, but you will be really
superficial and then not be satisfied with yourself. Self- discipline
is something that you have to work for. It’s purifcation of the mind
and of the senses. When the
mind gets purified, when the mind becomes positive, you will
see how easy it is in your sadhana also. It doesn’t matter if you
don’t succeed in one go. I know that people when they start practicing,
they would like to have quick results, like in one month. They want it
very fast. Know one thing, if you goin
fast, you will go out fast
also. You see,
it’s like cooking. If a Mataji would like to make syrup, but she just
took the fruits and threw them into a pot of water and then
removed them quickly, would the sweetness go out from the fruit and
into the water? It would not. You have to leave the fruits inside for
some time. It is the same with your sadhana. If you just go inside
and then quickly out of it, being impatient with yourself, it will be
the same. It will not be sweet. The sweetness that you have inside of
you is waiting to be awakened. It doesn’t
matter which path you follow or which sadhana you are doing. How
you are doing it is the most important. When you love to do
something, you are not disturbed by anything. When you love to do
the work that you are doing – let’s say that someone, for example,
loves to be a carpenter – you would see how much Love he projects
into his work, because he would do it with a full focus. I love
painting. I love to paint, because it brings you to such a focus that
nothing will disturb you, not even people around you who are
talking. Have you ever painted? How many among you paint? That’s nice.
So you know what I am talking about. It’s not only about painting.
Anything that you do, when you love what you are doing, you
will come to that focus that nothing will disturb you.
Loving
oneself is transcending the physical aspect. Through Love you will
develop trust and patience. If you have these three: Love, trust and
patience, you have everything else. This reminds
me of a story. Krishna used to stay in Brindavan. He stayed
there until the age of sixteen, then he went away. When he left,everybody in Brindavan was sad and always thinking of Krishna.
They thought that Krishna had forgotten about them. So, one day,
Krishna sent one of his devotees, Uddhava, to tell them that he
does care for them. When he arrived there, he met the gopis and
before he could start talking, the gopis started blaming Krishna,
saying “Oh he forgot about us. He has left us. He had given us so
much Love and then he just went away.”
Uddhava was laughing and said “No, Krishna has never forgotten
about you. He thinks about all of you every day. There is not one
second that he doesn’t talk about all of you. The point is: He had
other work to do, and that is why he went.” They could not accept it.
So they keep on saying bad words about Krishna, but in a more loving
way. There was so much Love in it that it didn’t matter. Then Uddhava
gave the gopis a message that Krishna had given to them.
Krishna said “All that is and all that you feel is just a game. I create, I
protect and I destroy everything by my own will, and it all goes
back to me. Maya, illusion, has created a veil of separation. With this
veil, you can’t see that you are all a part of me.” That is
actually why you are all here, to remove this veil. There are many
lifetimes that you keep on playing the same game. You repeat and repeat
the same thing, forgetting that the Lord is here, deep inside our
heart. We are looking for Him on the outside. We are looking for
Him in this world, but we can just drop deep inside of ourselves
and find Him. Let go of the mind which is always busy looking on
the outside. If we just drop ourselves deep in our heart we can feel
this peace and happiness and enjoy it. You will see how great
it is, how great it is to love.
To feel it
from deep within you
— this is the true Love of loving
somebody. It is not only for one
person but for everybody. Loving
unconditionally.
There was a blind man who
was taken to a big hole. Some people then closed him in. In this hole there
were eighty-four exits. Among these eighty-four exits, only one door was open.
So they put the man inside and told the man to find this one door. So the man
stopped, found the first door, tried to push it, but could not. Then the next
door…the same thing. He reached the eighty-third door, but he didn’t know it.
He had not been counting. When he was about to push this eighty-fourth door,
his hand started to itch. So he forgot about the door and started scratching
his hand. While scratching his hand, he missed the eighty-fourth door. Likewise, for many humans
the door is now here. Don’t let the itching of the world get you. You want
liberation? Make it strong in your mind; make it strong deep inside your heart.
Let it reach fulfilment outside. You are this light. And you all can merge back
in this light. You have to want it very, very strongly. It has to be the most
important thing in your life. There are many divine incarnations. They all
come, they all teach, they all go. People at different times assimilate it in
their own way. But we are living in such an age right now that it is very easy
to attain Self-realisation. We just need to be simple
with ourselves. Simple in the mind. When I say simple, I mean just to love.
Make this love unconditional. This love that you have inside of you, the source
of all things, let it flow. Don’t try to stop it; don’t put any barrier around
it. Now you are putting up barriers. How long can these barriers hold this
love? It will overflow one day. So let it overflow, let it flow right now. But
at the end of life you will say, “Oh, I should have done this much more before.
I wasted all my life in running after things that have a limit to them.” Close your eyes, drop
inside your heart and feel this fullness. Feel the greatness of yourself. And
this greatness is you. This greatness is who you really are. Without any
egoism. Keep concentrating on this greatness inside you. This great love which
is emanating from your heart. It passes through each cell of your body. Try to
reflect it outside. Isn’t it beautiful to see each person as the full body of
light? Let the eighty-fourth door of your heart open up. And if
your mind is troubling you, sing the name of God.
The mind knows only the tangible things which
are outside – running from one thing to another, looking for the eternal.
Wherever the mind is focused you are not happy. Today you want a house.
Tomorrow you will want a car. You will get the car and then so on and so on,
because nothing outside can really hold the mind. But once the mind has seen
the Light, once the mind has seen the Divine face-to-face, the mind gets
consumed into that Divine Love. For this, it doesn’t matter whether you are
here, whether you are at your place. It doesn’t matter what you are doing, but
it just needs the sincerity of your heart. Just that. Simple!
You see Yogis meditating, you see great
Sages meditating. Why? It’s because they have already come face-to-face with
that Divine and for them, seeing the world, they don’t see it the way people
see. They see it completely differently. That’s why if they have to explain
that to humans they will not understand. They prefer to run away to caves to
hide themselves. They say it’s better being in the cave and being with the Lord,
helping the world than being with people who will not understand anything. Man always wants to understand things
through the mind. Man always wants to know more and more. What will you do with
it? Do you think next life you will take it with you? Ah, forget about that!
All that you have studied in this life will be buried with you here. You will
not take it to the next life with you. The only thing that you will take is
what you are working on for your soul. That’s the only thing that you will take
with you and this, you will carry through lives. This is because when you are
spiritual in this life it’s because in the past you have already worked,
through many lives you have worked your way to be here. It’s not just that God
is saying “This one, I like his face. I will bring him on the spiritual path.”
It’s not like that. You
are here because in previous lives you have worked hard and this life you are
also working hard, but this time is different from other times, it’s a very
special time. All times are special, but at the moment we are living in a very
specific time where God is giving Himself to you, whereas in other times you
had to run towards Him. In this time He is running towards you.
Once,
somebody asked a Saint “How do you see the world?” The Saint
answered “Well, each person creates their own reality in this world.”
What we see outside is a combination of a mass reality. With this
mass reality, of course one person can change and make a difference, a small one. It’s better when one person changes, introverts
oneself, opening the heart to Love, because Love is the greatest
thing in this world and Love is the only way through it. It’s only
through Love that people will change and it’s only through that, that
there can be peace and for that you have to open up. That’s what I was
saying in the beginning, that it is a time to introvert oneself.
Our mind is always running to the outside, so we always see the
cruelty, the negativity. Whenever you read the newspaper, whenever
you put on the TV, what you see is always negativity. This gets
imprinted in you to make your own mind become negative. You believe
what you see is very bad, so then what happens? You start to judge
and the mind becomes very judgemental. This is like that
or this is
like this. But are you changing? No, you are not changing. That is the
same thing everybody is doing around the world, there is no
difference. Does it contribute
to bringing peace and harmony
to the world? No
it doesn’t.
When you introvert yourself
you go into the peace which you
have inside of you. You sit
quietly and when you sit calmly,
of course the mind will begin
to rebel. After some time you
don’t want to get up,
for some
people they can’t get up, it’s painful, or they go to sleep. But when
you go into the calmness of the depths of your heart, in total
surrender through your heartfelt sadhana, you enter the chamber of
peace - the true inner peace. Through that inner peace which you
will project to the outside, you will bring changes. For
example,
let’s say when you go to somebody you know who is nervous and
very agitated, what do you do? Do you try to calm the person
down and advise the person to be positive, or do you also sit
and cry with the person? It’s the same when you go to the doctor. The
doctor will ask you what kind of problem you have. It is the first
question and then you say “Doctor, if I knew what I have, I would not
have come to you.” Well, when you go to the doctor, you go because
you don’t feel well and you open up and tell the doctor what you
don’t feel well about. Does the doctor sit with you and cry? No,
the doctor won’t do that. It’s the same with psychiatrists. They advise
you to move away from the way you’re thinking and the way you
see things. Moving away from this, changes certain things
inside of you. It changes the way you are always looking at
it. We were
just saying that we see the world and project it as being cruel. The
media wants us to see all the cruelty. But there are always also good
things and it just depends on how you see it. Very often, one will
see one’s own projection of what one has inside of oneself. When one
suppresses certain things inside of oneself, of course by
suppressing energy deep inside, what will happen? Whenever something
happens outside, the suppression will project itself. When that
happens there will be complete judgement only. When you
learn to accept yourself and learn to be in peace with yourself
the way you are, you will see that there is nothing wrong with the
world. Things can change and it simply depends on each one. But we
can’t say “You change
and I don’t
change.” No, instead you have to
say “I have changed and now the
rest will change.” If there are
certain things inside of yourself
that you do not accept, be positive
about them. You have a choice,
the choice is how you look at
things. Either you place a judgement
saying ‘this is bad’ or you can say
‘this is not for me’ in a positive way. This is the way you look at
it differently, in a metaphysical way. The first thing is
to open the
heart, open the mind, let peace rise inside of you, each part of
you. Whenever you have peace inside of you there is no place for
anything else. Whenever there is Love inside of you, there won’t be
any place for anything else either. You will become an instrument
of that peace and Love wherever you are and whatever you
are doing.
When
you study the name Rama, you see that it’s
a very powerful name. All the Divine names are very powerful, but
the name of Rama is very special. It is said that just by the mere chanting
of the name of Rama, if one, at the end of life chants this Divine
name, one gets liberated from the cycle of birth and death. That’s
why this name is called Taraka Mantra, which is a mantra that
can liberate someone. That’s why you see in Hindu tradition, when
somebody dies, they always chant the name of Ram: Sri Ram, Sri
Ram, Sri Ram. The
word Rama in itself is the fullness of two Divine names: that is,
Ra, which is taken from Om Namo Narayanaya and Ma, which comes
from Om Namah Shivaya. So, the combination of Om Namo Narayanaya
and Om Namah Shivaya is the name Rama. So,
this mantra is not that easy to chant actually, even if you just say
“Ok, we will chant it like this: Rama, Rama, Rama, Rama, Rama, Rama”,
it will not be easy at the end of life, if you have not learned to
practice the chanting. Because you see, at the time of death,
very
often, you are so attached to the world, you are so attached to
things or to people, that to free yourself, even if you are well aware
that you would not have to take another birth, it’s difficult, because
of the power that is generated at this time. If you don’t use the
Divine names, the last image that is in your mind will affect your
next incarnation. That’s why, you see, through attachment to
other human beings, very often, when somebody is dying, the attachment
is so strong in the mind – they have the image of their children,
or people that they like so much - that the next life, when they
come, they come again as a human being, but to finish certain karmic
things with that family. Some
people very often ask if you can incarnate as an animal. Well, in
some possibilities yes, you can, because, you see, you are the master;
the soul which is inside of you is God, and He can create an aspect.
Let’s say somebody is attached to a dog, which is better than attaching
to human beings actually, (People: laughing) because they
are more loyal, more faithful. But, it creates a problem. You see,
if you are attached to an animal at the end of life, when you die, what
will be the image in your mind? You will think of the animal, how
much you will miss the animal, how much you will miss this dog. Imagine, at that moment, when your soul already creates your next
life, what will it be? It can’t be a human being. You degrade yourself
to an animal state. You degrade yourself to a lower sphere. That
doesn’t mean that whatever you have worked on as a human being
has disappeared. It is still there, but it becomes dormant.The
same thing when an animal looks at a human being, they say, “Wow!
How lucky is this human being!” But human beings when they
look at animals they say, “How lucky are the animals!” But this is
when Divine names come in, where the names can liberate one self. Without
the power of the Divine names, without the infusion of the
sacred names inside of you, you are always empty; it is always only
the Divine names that fill you and give energy to you. It doesn’t
matter if you believe or you don’t believe in the Divine name
actually, it’s the name of God that is giving you this energy. So
the name of Rama, like I said, is a Taraka Mantra, which helps one,
even if somebody has attachments to the world outside, it helps to
dissolve this attachment. But you have to chant it regularly. So that’s
why it’s said, “The name of Rama is even stronger than Rama Himself”.
God will not only come to you
in a beautiful form. He will always come, even as your own enemy. He will come,
because this is how He will teach you to love – love without condition. Once
there was a lady in Switzerland.
She was walking down the street, and a beggar asked her to give him something.
Her only reaction was to just take some money and give it to him. The moment
the money reached the hand of the beggar, he disappeared. When she looked in
the eyes of this man, he was just light, and he disappeared on the spot. Very
often she talked about this story. Maybe you have heard it from someone.
So
like that, I can tell you many stories, many facts that many people have told.
Through charity, through service, through love they have experienced so much.
And if you really want to experience the same thing – open up your heart and
let Jesus work through you, let Krishna work
through you, let God work through you. Through that you will realise His love,
realise that He is always with you, and realise how much He loves you, and how
much you can love. Even the mind cannot comprehend this; even the word love is
too small for that what you can give. You have to want to give it, only then it
can flow.
On the
spiritual path, the utmost thing that we have to do is to control
our mind. We say to watch our thoughts. What is a thought? A
thought is an image. A thought is a creation.
Why is it said that
we have to watch our thoughts; because most of the time our
thoughts make us negative. We have to watch them and have them under
control – very often it’s quite difficult. Our thoughts make us who
we are, because we always run behind them. A few days
ago there was a reading in the chapel where there was a saying
from St. Silouan of Mount Athos that said “Let your thoughts be
in hell, but you rejoice in the Divine.” I will comment
a little
bit on that. Nowadays, the moment you see your thoughts running to
hell, you are all running with the thoughts to hell. Your thoughts
are jumping, jumping and jumping and then boom – there they go.
You are also jumping behind them and doing the same, throwing
yourself after them. When we
watch ourselves, we see that very often we like to speak out what we
have in our minds. We like to tell
everybody how great
we are. We
like to publicise ourselves and say “Oh, I have seen that light, I
have seen this and I have seen that. I have felt this and I have felt
that.” Why? It is to feed that thought, so that the thought can become
bigger. It’s like
when you analyse a reptile. A reptile can be very soft, very easy, going
its way, but the moment it falls in a pit, it will try it’s best to
come out. The moment the reptile comes out of that pit, it will be
more aggressive than ever. This is how our thoughts are also. The moment
we let it out, it’s infamed with this vigorous power, saying
“Yes, I am out.” Like Christ said “It’s not what goes inside the person
that makes them polluted, but what comes out of the person.” In
the Gita it says “A controlled mind is your best friend,
but an
uncontrolled mind is your worst enemy.” Like I said, the way we think is
the way we are. There was
once a great sadhu in a great ecstasy, in Divine ecstasy. He fell
down in the middle of the road; he was in samadhi. A few hours
later, a thief was passing by. He saw the sadhu on the road and he
thought “This must be a thief who has been stealing last night. Now
he is tired; he is just resting. The policeman will come and get
him.” Then he went away. Next came a drunkard. He saw the sadhu
lying down and said “Oh, you have fallen down. You have drunk too
much. Look at me; I am still standing.” Then he went his way. The
third person who came was another sadhu. When he saw the other
sadhu lying on the street, he knew that he was in samadhi. He sat down
near him and started to massage his
legs. This shows
how our mind functions. We will always see what we have inside
of ourselves. Christ has said: Don’t judge your brothers. Don’t try
to find fault in your brother when you have the same in yourself.
Don’t try to remove the splinter in the eye of your brother, when you
have a big pole in your eye. Firstly, we
have to control our thoughts. Prayer and continuous remembering
of the Divine help us to control our mind. Tey help us to
bring our mind, which is always running, into calm, into
silence. Through silence, the thoughts will disappear. If your thought is
negative and you let it out, all around you everything becomes
negative. There will be nothing positive. But if you keep this
thought inside, through prayer and through inner silence, it will
dissolve. But no, we like so much to express ourselves, to express our
thoughts. You can; I won’t say “No,
don’t do it”, but first,
master it, then you can express it. If you silence
yourself completely, if you silence your mind, you will receive
everything. You will not even need to ask. You will receive, because God
is merciful. He is the all-knowing, so do you think you really have
to ask Him? How many of you think that we have to ask Him? Most
people think that we do have to always ask, ask and ask. We never
finish our asking. Our asking is endless, but what are we asking for?
We are always asking for something “Give us this, give us that;
give us this and that.” Very often our asking is so limited that it’s
never finished. You are right that we
have to ask, but we have to really
know what to ask.
To love God is......... I can’t
even express it in words actually, because it’s a mixture of everything in it.
Sometimes you will fight with God, sometimes you will blame God, and sometimes
you will just be completely in love with God. And at the end of all three, it’s
just this pure love. And this is the freedom that all of you have. But you have
to really express it, to really let it grow. Not with a ‘but’. So many times we
say, “We try to open our heart, but there is always something in the way.” Try it, you will see. One
day you will surrender completely, saying, “Open my heart. Here I am. I
surrender to You – body, mind and soul is Yours! Do whatever you want to do.”
For sure you will be guided. Do it. Very often people start to do it, but then
doubt arises in the mind. You see, doubt arises
because you expect limits. People think that when they become spiritual they
have to see something; they have to see maybe some light, or some miracles, or
anything that the physical eyes can see. But expectation limits the Divine. Do
you think God can be limited when you say, “God I love You, I really want to
feel You, I really want to know You”? And then you’re questioning about the
light when He is the Light of all lights, and the Light that these eyes can’t
even look at! Actually, it’s just that
the inner eyes can see it. All of you have this light. All of you have these
eyes. But open them! Don’t have fear to open them, no matter what you will see
– focus your attention on the Divine! Focus your attention on God – on this
light and love that you have inside you. And like a child, let yourself be
guided. You will feel that – whatever you want to do, if it is not right – you
will not go in that way. But for that you have to be sincere to yourself. You
have to be sincere to the feeling that you are feeling inside. It’s not that
your heart feels something and you say, “Oh no, it’s not that, it’s my own
creation... it’s all just illusions of my mind.” Look
at Mirabai, one of
the devotees of Krishna. Do you know her
story? Some of you might know it, and some of you don’t. She was a
queen, and
her love for Krishna was so great, it was
beyond everything. When she got married, she said to her husband, “My
love for Krishna is beyond all your love, that you can understand.
I see Him in you and in all of you who are around.” Whenever she used to
sing Krishna’s name or sing a bhajan, he was present there.
Such was her love that the Divine manifested Himself there.
Whenever you call from
deep within your heart, whenever you call any aspect of the Divine, the Divine
will take that aspect and come to you. Mirabai’s love was so great that at the
end of her life they blamed her for so many things – but she was fixed and
steady on her Krishna.
When a leaf falls on a
river – do you think the leaf knows where the flow of the river is carrying it?
No. Just let go! The wind is blowing the leaf. In the same way, we have to be
in the hand of God. We have to be centred in our heart, that – wherever our
heart is carrying us – we just open up and let ourselves flow. Life is not just
a straight line. For sure this line will go
up and will go down. Sometimes you come down. But this is just a game of
yourself. Like a game, if you want to rise and rise, you can. But on this way –
if ever you go down – know that there is the hand of God to pull you up! While
you are falling, get hold of this hand and let this hand pull you up. See, this
hand is so great. It will pull you even higher than you were before. Like it is
said about children, you give a little bit of a finger, and they just try to
get your hand or pull your whole arm. It’s the same with God. The moment you
give your hand to Him, He will pull you higher. It’s up to you to make this
effort of giving the hand. These
past two days I’ve been hearing, “Yes, yes, yes!” It was sweet. The Divine
really enjoys it – the ‘yes’. But the ‘Yes’ has not to be outside. It has to be
truthful to yourself. Not to me, not to anybody around you, but to yourself you
have to say ‘yes’. And the moment this ‘yes’ is without any doubt, without any
‘but’ – what will happen? You will see the Divine hand of God pulling you
higher. And you will enjoy this bliss. You will enjoy this love of God every
moment. And this is what you are looking for.
As
long as you have not found yourself, keep trying,
keep looking, and the Divine name of Rama will help you, or
the Divine name of Krishna, the Divine name of
Jesus, all the Divine
names will help you to find that. That’s why they say that the
bhakti path is one of the easiest paths, but you have to dedicate yourself.
It’s not that the next moment, you just divert your mind from
your path; or a little wind blows, and you let yourself fall from left
to right. So,
hold tight to the Divine names, any Divine name that you feel
close to – you don’t need to have ten Divine names, you just need
one Divine name. If you have a guru mantra, just chant your guru
mantra; if you have one Divine name, one form of the Divine that
you feel close with, just concentrate on one. It will be more intensified
than concentrating on ten Divine names. In the mind of
man,
they think that when they have ten, they will advance faster. They
will not advance faster. Actually they will advance less fast, because
one Divine name is like digging one hole and getting the water;
ten Divine names is like digging ten holes to try to get water. You
will not get it. So, if you want, just chant one name.
He
can’t see any one of
His children suffering, so even if you are falling down, He will always
be there to help you get up. So,
by calling Him, by chanting His Divine Name, you get more and more
accustomed to Him. What is the Divine Name? It’s the name of
God. So, the more you chant God’s name, what happens? All this
negativity, which is in your mind, gets dissolved. Of course, it doesn’t
happen just like that! It happens through practice, through years
and years of practice. Some people, after practicing a year or
two, say “Ok, I don’t see any result” and then they let go. Well, these
people will not go anywhere, because they will move from one
practice to the other, from this other to yet another one. This is
how their life will carry on. It’s like digging many holes trying to look
for water, instead of digging just one hole and attaining the water.
But if you dig ten holes, you will never get the water. So,
in the same way, when you start chanting the Divine Names, for
the Lord to reveal Himself to you, you have to prove yourself, also.
Of course, everything happens through His grace, nothing happens
through your grace. Even moving, even for me to talk, it is
only through His grace that this is possible. But, as man has a mind,
you have to prove that you really want to let go of this mind. So,
by chanting His Divine Names, you start to call Him. So, the more
you call Him, the more you are tuning yourself into His tune and
the old you becomes less and less, until only His grace starts to shine
through.
There was
once a man in 1500. He was begging. He was a Brahmin. He was
begging everywhere. You see, in the Hindu tradition, Brahmins
are considered to be high class and to beg is considered something
very bad for a Brahmin. One day the king was passing by. King Akbar
and his counsellor Birbau were passing by. When the king saw a
Brahmin was begging, he was aghast, saying “Oh, he’s a Brahmin. He
considers himself as a very high class person, how can he beg?” He
pushed him away. Then Birbau was talking to the king and the
king was talking very badly about the Brahmin. You see, King Akbar,
he was a very good king, but he was always on a search. Birbau
thought to himself “It’s not good for a Brahmin to be on the
road, so
let me go and help him.” He went to the Brahmin and said to the
Brahmin “I don’t want you to go begging, but do one thing for me. I
want you to chant five Gayatri Mantras for me every day and for
each Gayatri Mantra that you chant every day I will give you a gold
coin.” The Brahmin agreed to it and said “Well, five gold coins for
five Gayatri Mantras, which is so simple, is good.” Every day what
would he do, he would chant five Gayatri Mantras for the Prime
Minister of the king, so at the end of the month he would
get his
money. After some
time of chanting the Divine Names, chanting Gayatri Mantra five
times, he would sit merged into the mantra and he would feel
great peace inside of him just by chanting five Gayatris.
He felt
this peace and he went into this peace inside of him. After some time
the Prime Minister came to
visit him and saw him radiating,
changed. He said to him
“From now on I would like you to
chant 108 times
Gayatri
Mantra every day. I will give you
more gold coins. The Brahmin
said “OK, yes, I can do
that.” So he started chanting
108 times Gayatri Mantra. The
more he would chant, the
more he would be
in the
quiet state. He thought to himself
and one day he said “Well, this mantra, I’m chanting
it and it
is giving me so much peace and so much quietness that I
completely see the world differently.” So he started chanting it more and
more and he stopped going to see the Prime Minister for the monthly
payment.
One day
while he was chanting, Gayatri Devi appeared in front of him and
said “I’m very pleased with your devotion, but all this time that you
have been chanting you have been paid for your chanting, but I would
like now, that you stop. I will provide everything for you” and
likewise, Gayatri Devi promised him that She would look after his
family. So he surrendered completely inside of him. By himself he
surrendered to the Divine Mother, to Gayatri Devi. This made
the Prime Minister start to think “Where is this man?”
He decided
to come to search for him. He came to the house of the priest, the
Brahmin man, and there he saw that the Brahmin was sitting in
a very peaceful way, radiating lots of light. Lots of people were around
him. Lots of people just being in his presence would feel peace,
would feel that their worries and problems disappeared. When he saw
the Prime Minister,
he arose from his seat and
fell down at the feet of the
Prime Minister and said “Well,
because of you I have received
the Grace of Gayatri Devi.
Because of you I have
had Her
darshan, and because of you I
have changed. I am a different
person now.” Then the Prime
Minister said, “But why is it
you don’t come and get your
money? This was our agreement,
no?” The Brahmin replied
“Well, before I was chanting it because of money or to gain something
from it, but now I am chanting it because it brings me great peace
and great happiness and my whole life has changed.”
This is the
power of the mantra. The Gayatri Mantra is considered to be one
of the most powerful mantras, but any mantra has the power to
change mankind. It depends not only on the mantra, it depends
also on your will. When you will it, God graces you with the
strength, but as long as you don’t will it, it won’t happen. The earlier it
is, the better it will be. The earlier you change, everything around you
will also change. Then you will realise that the real happiness
is not outside there. It’s within you. You carry it all the time. It’s up to you to vibrate it in a higher
frequency or in a lower frequency.
It’s like with a radio, if you want to listen to loud music, what do you
have to do? You have to raise the volume. Then you will hear only
the music. Probably it’s not only the music you will hear. But if you
lower it completely onto the lower frequency, you will vibrate in
that way. So the first step is up to you and the faster you take the
step, the faster you will grow.
By singing
the name of God, any aspect, Krishna, Jesus, Allah – it
has to be sung with devotion and Love. It is nice when you join
together and sing the name of God, it creates this vibration, it creates
this urge of merging in God. That’s why
it is very important, wherever you are, find a few people and sing.
If you don’t know how to sing, just recite Divine names. When you
recite the names, picture the form of the Divine in your mind.
Keep concentrating on the form and let yourself flow, let
yourself just slide in this Divine energy. And enjoy it! Remove all the
darkness from the mind, remove all the barriers and just jump into
it. Bhakti! There are different ways of
attaining God, but one way
is bhakti – devotion! You can have devotion to the Guru,
complete surrender to the Guru’s feet. Devotion has no limit. Remove the
“I”, let you and God
merge together. Like sugar, when merged with water, they become
one. In the same way, let yourself merge together and disappear
in the Love of God. There will be no sugar; there will be no egoism
that separates man from being Divine, because only the Divine
exists. Only the universal consciousness of man exists.
Only when you let yourself
say, “God, I have tried everything. Now I abandon myself with all my
expectations, completely, to you.” Then you’ll see the light. The light will
reveal itself to you, because the light is yourself.
However, the mind always
covers it with perishable things, thinking this is the reality. So, abandon
yourself completely – body, mind and soul. Just let go of it! Let go of this
small egoism that says “I am this, I am that.” What is this ‘I’? Have you known
this ‘I’? Have you realised this ‘I’? – No! As long as you have not realised
this ‘I’, you can’t move forward. Why give much importance to something that
you don’t know? What is so great about this egoistic ‘I’? Thinking this is the
whole? It’s not. That’s what the cross stands for. Cut the ‘I’, and let only
the Divine act. So when this egoistic ‘I’ disappears, what remains? The ‘I’
still stays, but this ‘I’ is a universal ‘I’, the ‘I’ without any identity of
oneself. The ‘I’ which is equal in each one of you.
And this is the ‘I’ that
Jesus spoke of: “I am the Way, the Truth, and the light.” It is the ‘I’ of the
consciousness, the ‘I’ of the Christ consciousness that leads mankind. Yes,
each one of you. This consciousness is in each one of you. It’s waiting to
become active. It’s very good that you come for darshan, very good that you sit
for meditation. But you should not only do it now, you have to do it always! By receiving the blessing
– prana hooti, it’s called – you are receiving and activating the light within
you. That’s what I can do for you; the rest is up to you. I can take the food,
crush it to puree and put it in your mouth, but I can’t swallow it for you. I
will be happy to do it for you, you know? But this part is up to each one of
you. Your question will be, “We keep trying, yet nothing happens?” But what I
said before, remember that – I said if you try with an expectation, it can
never happen. You have to empty your mind completely. The thought will pass by,
let it pass – don’t feed it. You are not the mind, you are not the thought; you
are more than that.
You are
the child of God. You are part of the Divine creation. So make this your
achievement. Make this your goal in life. Wherever you are, remind yourself of
this goal.
When your
heart is pure. When your heart is purified from all the negativity that we
ourselves have created, we will shine the light of God! Meditate and sing the
name of God, sing “I am love!” Always! If your mind or your heart is troubled,
sing it loudly with your tongue. That will calm the mind. Recite it firstly
with your mouth, then with the mind until it reaches the heart and it is
recited continuously by itself.
“Blessed are all those pure in heart, for
they shall see God!”
God has made the human being such a precious vehicle.
It is very important that you look after it. It is very important to be, to enjoy it and to be happy with it, to respect it, to
realise that it is the temple
of God. It is in this
temple that God is dwelling. It is in this temple that God can make humanity advance and
realise itself. Without this temple – it’s very difficult. God
loves you and He wants you back with Him. He wants you to
realise that you are with Him all the time and that He is with you all
the time So then, it’s for you to reveal the Spirit. Then the
Light, which is deep inside of you, will shine! Love will shine. If you ask
God, “God, make your Light shine through me”, can He refuse that? He
can´t refuse you anything. Whenever you pray to Him, He can´t
refuse you anything. He is here to give - only you should know how to
receive it. Whenever you experience the deepness of Love inside
your heart; whenever you sit down for prayer, bhajan, or
meditation; whenever you feel the sense that you don´t feel pain, you don´t feel happiness, you don´t feel hot, you don´t feel cold; you only feel a joy, which you can´t even express, treasure it. There is a word that we can put to this; ‘bliss’, but still this word is limited. The only thing I can tell you, you can just feel it. You can´t express it
with words. And this is what you have to be at all times. When you
become equal toward the outside, by knowing that everything and
everybody is One, you will love everybody; you will love firstly
yourself. As I said before, you are the temple of God.
God dwells inside of you. You will realise this Love for yourself. You will know
that He is here, sitting here all the time. I have come to help you, to give
something, which is
very simple for attaining this state of Bliss. It’s through meditation.
Let me tell you a story.
Once there was a fight between the devotees of Shiva and Vishnu. The devotees
of Shiva said, “Shiva is the greatest!”.And the devotees of Vishnu said,
“Vishnu is the greatest!” So, God was just looking at the devotees, at what
they were doing. This lasted for years and years, until finally the Lord
Himself decided to come. Vishnu changed himself into Shiva, and went to the
devotees of Shiva, and Shiva changed himself to Vishnu, and went to the
devotees of Vishnu. So everybody was praising their master, saying “Oh, you are
great. You are great!” After some time they noticed that Vishnu, who is
normally the embodiment of calmness, was different. And this quality isn’t
normally found in Shiva. The devotees of Shiva saw that this Shiva was a bit different,
too. He’s so calm. And they started thinking, “There is something wrong here.”
Then they said, “Lord, with all of our respect, which leader are you showing
us? Which lesson are you giving us?”
At that moment, Shiva
changed to his normal form, to Vishnu. And the devotees of Vishnu, when they
looked at Vishnu, he changed to Shiva. The devotees were very confused. They
didn’t know what to do. So, finally, both Shiva and Vishnu came together,
called all the devotees together, and they saw a big bright light. They could
not even look at this light. And when the light was vanished, they saw
Dattatreya, the Holy Trinity-Brahma, Vishnu, and Maheshwara – in one. So, our mind tries to separate things, but look behind what only your physical eyes can see. Look at
the light. This light which you all reflect, which everybody in this world
reflects; this is the reality. When you achieve this level, know that you have
come to the point of complete realisation.
Very often we see masters high up and people say “Oh, they are very high”. We are here to serve. It’s not you who are serving the Master, but the Master who is
serving you, all the time. Whether you know it or you don’t know it,
it’s the Master that is serving you. The Masters don’t come here for themselves. They come to lift you all up. So taking the example
of the life of saints, taking the example of the life of great
ones, we learn a lot; we learn how to develop selfless Love, unconditional Love and humility. People will say “Swamiji, you talk about humility, but how do we cultivate it?” It’s so simple, I tell you, really. It’s the
simplest thing that you can do. Love is there, in the heart, but humility is in
the mind. How will we make this mind, which is so ferocious -
this big beast - how will we make this mind humble? We always say that it’s our mind, but we don’t say we are the mind, do we? Or do we say we are the mind? No! The truth
is that the mind is something apart from man. Man is the master of the mind. Man is the master of all the negative qualities that emerge from the mind, but illusion is so great that it seems that they are the master. We need to remind the mind continuously who is the master to build up humility. It’s not that I am telling you
to flagellate yourself every time you have a thought, no, but
flagellate the mind with the Divine Names. Always remind the mind that it’s God that does everything. He’s the cause of everything. Every thought is Him. Remind the mind continuously. Whenever the mind becomes negative, say “Mind, it’s not you, it’s only the Lord himself”. It’s only God. If God
didn’t allow you to think, where would you get the power to think? In
the Gita, Krishna said, “If
the Lord didn’t allow the leaves to move, the leaves would not move”. Even if there was a great wind blowing,
the leaves would not move. Such is the power. So if He who governs everything is inside each one of you, he’s seated in each one’s heart equally! So how can we forget about
Him? So train the mind to remember that it is not this pride; it is
not this big ‘I’ - which is the ego - the ‘me’, ‘myself’, you know. Transcend this pride and say “God, it’s You”, and continuously talk to
Him. Whether you have an answer, whether you hear from Him or not, it doesn’t matter. Deep inside know that He’s listening. From
time to time He will give you a hint. From time to time, He will give
you a sign in the outside that he’s listening. Rejoice in this sign;
look at this sign and say “Yes, He’s with me.” But, don’t let pride rise inside of you. If you are spiritual,
on the spiritual path, and you want to realise God, let go of pride. Pride will attack everybody: whether a saint or not. Pride will be there, but the saint knows how to have pride under control, you know. And such is this huge pride that if we let this pride control
us, it will take left and right, left and right. Then, there’s no
control. So when you have control over it and say “God is the Master”, Love will generate. Love will grow. And you will see that there is
love that you always say with pride and then Love which will be a
different kind of love that you will experience: Unconditional Love. This
is the same way the Divine loves, you know? This Love you will experience, because you are part of the
Divine. The Divine is seated in each one of you. So, if He can love like
that, you also can love the same way. If He can live in humility: even Christ, you know, He was so humble that He even accepted the cross; Krishna was so humble as
to be the charioteer of Arjun. If they are so humble, these Divine incarnations, you know, these Avatars, great Maha
Avatars, who are we not to be
humble? We have to be more humble than them. It’s true that they have
everything, yet they’re humble!
God created man out of
Himself. We are all part of this Divine ocean, the Divine consciousness. Man
was created from this Divine consciousness and he has been given the full power
over everything, the same power that God has: the power to create, to protect
and to destroy.
In our
mind we think, “Oh, destruction…” But destruction means the rebirth of
something new, not the destruction through war, rather the destruction of
recreation. The super-consciousness high above each one of us is there for us
to use it, to develop this inner strength and to work for the real purpose we
have been sent here for.
Start every day by saying “I’m God’s child
and I have to be like the child of God!” Do this for yourself, for your own
growth. You know what is good for you, so try your best to change. Take this
strongly inside you; put it in your mind. Throughout the day keep remembering
that you are love, you are trust, you are peace, you are unity, you are joy!
There’s no greater mantra. Just sing “I am love!” By singing “I am love!” you will
always remember that you are a part of God.
There is no big, big mantra that you have
to do thousands of times to make you realised. One, only one simple mantra from
your heart – that’s enough. Like I’ve said before, don’t make your prayer in
quantity but in quality. The quality that comes from the heart is the highest.
That’s what all the Masters, all the Divine aspects want from humans also, that
we become the quality of God and to realise this quality in oneself. For that
one has to pass through the level of the child of God. Jesus said “There is no
other way than me. I am truth, I am light, I am the way.” Do you think He meant
Himself as the body? No, He didn’t mean Himself as the body. He meant Himself
as Christ who is living in each one of you. This Christ has to become alive by
putting what Jesus gave to humanity into practice and by understanding it
“Blessed are all those pure in heart, for they shall see God!”
We should not be attached to the body, but
the body itself is divine, the mind itself is divine, so the spirit itself is
divine. They are all one. There is no difference. Transcend the body into
light.
Of course there is lots of purification on
the way. At the beginning we say “Yes – there is a God. We believe in Him. But
where is He?” We try to externalise the Divine, we try to make God something
apart from us. God can be realised only within yourself. When we talk about
God, very often we say “God? Where – outside from us – is this person?” We
think, He is there, we are here. We are different.
Whenever we talk about God, we have also
to know that it is our own Self! We are actually talking about us, about each
individual person, because we are a part of God. Even if we all look different,
when we remove the veil of illusion we are one light. Like this beautiful
chandelier, it has many different bulbs, but the electricity is one! If you put
a small bulb in it, of course we’ll have a small light, but the electricity
will still be the same. It’s the same for you: all of you can shine the same
light, the same divine light, more and more. You just need to let go. To really
shine, you have to clean out all of the negativity.
Last week somebody asked me “I’m always
talking to God, but why can’t I see God?” Many of you have this question. We
sit down for meditation and prayer, but still we don’t see Him! You see,
whenever you sit down for meditation and prayer, do not expect anything. As
long as you expect something, you are limiting everything from happening. Your
mind is not really focusing on the Divine, your mind is not really focusing on
God. It is focusing on the want. You have to let go of this want for knowing
God. Difficult, no?
This
is the main desire of humans: to want God! But you have to let go of this want
and the moment you let go of this want, you will see the light! We call it antahkarana
“the light within”. Everybody wants to see the light. In order to see the
light, stop looking outside. Whenever you sit down quietly, go inward, go
deeper and deeper till you find yourself – complete stillness! In this
stillness you can hear the voice of God within you, then you can hear your own inner
voice and this is the voice of God. And when you hear it, don’t doubt it. Don’t
say it’s your imagination. It’s true.
When you realise that you are the child of God, you
can do the same things Jesus did, the same things that Shirdi Sai Baba did. All
the miracles happen and you transcend all the barriers that make you a mere
human being. You realise your Divine Self completely. Look at the life of
Jesus. It’s so beautiful. He has taught mankind how to transcend the ego into
the Divine Self. When you go deeper into the mystery of it, you will see that
Krishna has taught the same. He has shown it to mankind. We also have to
continuously remind ourselves that we are the children of God. We have to be
children of God.